{"product_id":"i-love-jesus-but-i-want-to-die-finding-hope-in-the-darkness-of-depression","title":"I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die: Finding Hope in the Darkness of Depression","description":"A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days\n\n“A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church\n\nWhat happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you.\n\nYou just want a way out.\n\nBut there’s hope.\n\nIn I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better.\n\nBeautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.\u003cbr\u003eASIN: 0593193520\u003cbr\u003eVSKU: DBV.0593193520.G\u003cbr\u003eCondition: Good\u003cbr\u003eAuthor\/Artist:Robinson, Sarah J.|Oxhandler PhD  LMSW, Holly\u003cbr\u003eBinding: Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eNote:\u003c\/b\u003e Any images shown are stock photographs and product may differ from what is shown.  \u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eCondition Notes\u003c\/b\u003e: Gently used with minimal wear on the corners and cover. A few pages may contain light highlighting or writing, but the text remains fully legible. Dust jacket may be missing, and supplemental materials like CDs or codes may not be included. May be ex-library with library markings. Ships promptly!  \u003cbr\u003e","brand":"Dream Books Co.","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":41517294059578,"sku":"DBV.0593193520.G","price":8.29,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0555\/6011\/0138\/files\/0593193520-0.jpg?v=1783831834","url":"https:\/\/shop.dreambooksco.com\/products\/i-love-jesus-but-i-want-to-die-finding-hope-in-the-darkness-of-depression","provider":"Dream Books Co.","version":"1.0","type":"link"}