{"product_id":"i-want-to-die-but-i-want-to-eat-tteokbokki-conversations-with-my-psychiatrist","title":"I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki: Conversations with My Psychiatrist","description":"The New York Times bestselling therapy memoir translated by International Booker shortlistee Anton Hur.\n\nPSYCHIATRIST: So how can I help you?\n\nME: I don't know, I'm-what's the word-depressed? Do I have to go into detail?\n\nBaek Sehee is a successful young social media director at a publishing house when she begins seeing a psychiatrist about her-what to call it?-depression? She feels persistently low, anxious, endlessly self-doubting, but also highly judgmental of others. She hides her feelings well at work, but the effort is exhausting, overwhelming, and keeps her from forming deep relationships. This can't be normal. But if she's so hopeless, why can she always summon a desire for her favorite street food: the hot, spicy rice cake, tteokbokki? Is this just what life is like?\n\nRecording her dialogues with her psychiatrist over a twelve-week period, and expanding on each session with her own reflective micro-essays, Baek begins to disentangle the harmful behaviors that keep her locked in a cycle of self-abuse. Part memoir, part self-help book,I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki is the first book in a duology to keep close and to reach for in times of darkness.\u003cbr\u003eASIN: 1639732047\u003cbr\u003eVSKU: DBV.1639732047.VG\u003cbr\u003eCondition: Very Good\u003cbr\u003eAuthor\/Artist:Sehee, Baek\u003cbr\u003eBinding: Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eNote:\u003c\/b\u003e Any images shown are stock photographs and product may differ from what is shown.  \u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eCondition Notes\u003c\/b\u003e: Pages are clean with no markings. May show minor signs of wear or cosmetic defects  marks, cuts, bends, or scuffs  on the cover, spine, pages, or dust jacket. May have remainder marks on edges.  \u003cbr\u003e","brand":"Dream Books Co.","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":41448774959162,"sku":"DBV.1639732047.VG","price":7.82,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0555\/6011\/0138\/files\/1639732047-0.jpg?v=1780867704","url":"https:\/\/shop.dreambooksco.com\/products\/i-want-to-die-but-i-want-to-eat-tteokbokki-conversations-with-my-psychiatrist","provider":"Dream Books Co.","version":"1.0","type":"link"}